Who am I

Im not hoping or begging for anything. Im a green leaf, just feeding and leaving

Im a flower. I primp my self as pretty as I could for being attacked by the insect

Just look at my skinny, wooden, and old body. I'll show you how old I am, people usually scratch and hurt me with their ax. Im a poor trunk

Ks Oktarini

Truth

  Im a lust hater.

his-toria

❝Him. Me. Disturbed. You're amazing, and it makes me mad. Of course. We're others❞

I NEED TO TALK

http://www.canyouseethesunset.com/article/review-the-maine-the-way-we-walk-ep/

  I need to talk! Im not a robot! Fyi or may be f(His)i, my boyfriend isnt a right person to talk. Aku jarang curhat yang bener-bener emang curhat. First, kadang aku suka terlalu mikir jauh dan aku takut buat ngomong ke orang lain biar ga jadi kenyataan! Ergh my mind really drives me crazy. I told something to Abil this night, about something that disturbin me all day. Isnt about my boyfriend (prinsip: kalau masalah pacar malah ga pernah cerita, mending dipendem sendiri, dirasain sendiri. Itu cowo kan cowo aku. Ehm pacar maksutnya. Orang lain ga boleh ngerasain gimana rasanya hatiku dong, its kinda secret) 

  Menurut kamukamukamu, lebih enak cerita sama orang yang dengerin& kasih saran, atau dengerin(belum tentu ngertiin)& cuma jawab(sebenernya tanya) "Knp?" "Trus?". Dan buat aku pribadi, curhat via sms itu ga enak sebenernya. Kecuali sama Rahma karena sebenernya dia yang cerita/ curhat ke aku. Tentunya kita juga ngerasa lebih nyaman kalau ceritanya ke orang yang kita percaya (contoh: aku pilih anak basket kaya Abil, Risna, Aswin, Agung, Febri, dan lain-lain)

TIME TO SPEAK UP!

RIGHT! Robot, aku tau kamu kamu robot. Ga butuh cerita& ga butuh ngerti cerita orang. But please, I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE, I mean my friends.

I see

  

  Can you see me? Look into my eyes, yes here it is. Once upon a time there's a little girl who wanted to know everything, yeah everything about 'bedness'. But finally she became a poor.. Very-very a poor and fool. Till she knew: We are here and still alive. Right now. For live, for us, for them, for love, to reach your& their happiness. We can do everything that we wanted as long as we care about the others. You'll see their smile, singing together with the sunshine. First, you should make them happy, the people around who loves you. After that, show your happiness, they'll happy to know your happiness. Don't ever forget to share your happiness and your love.

What did happen?

We were the best till the previous day. But why? I know nothing this morning. Mr. Sun woke me up and said that my Mr.Devil really upset. Yes it was my false (again and again) But I have a reason (always) Do you know the worst? Today is a day before 14th

Anyway, this is 70an style by me :-P

When I would go to the movie box with my friends..

I wrote the ealry part of this post in this morning, then I added some picture and (this part) some minutes ago (night) Uh I didn't bring my camera when I went to movie box and Adi&Odi's house. It was a great moment to take a picture I think. Yeah I hate a child, but Astrid (Adi&Odi's lilsist) makes me want to take her picture, she's so cute and she has very cute voice, especially when she laugh.

I want to get her picture!!!! She'll be my next model!!!! The little girl below, she's 3 years old now, and my friends said, she'll be a tomboy girl someday. Ok, I dont want a tomboy model, thats why I want her NOW when she still a child. Yup I'll never show that I interested with her, no I wont. I just need a model, not a cute-baby because I hate a child! (except my own daughter or son someday)